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Monday, April 24, 2006

mua hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha almost one yr never touch my blog....

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
4/24/2006 03:05:00 PM

Thursday, June 30, 2005

hmm after much thinking...i tink i'm the one at fault...sigh..i'm sorry...but i guess tis simple sorry won't do much...sigh...

i'm over possesive too protective too paranoid too busybody about everything...i'm sorry...

i tink too much i guess...sheesh

i love you...

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/30/2005 03:16:00 PM

am i no more den a last resort to you? sigh...i've got nth much to say though..just to hope real hard that things would change...for the better...so friends are more important? i still dun get it...

sheesh..arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

have you really loved me?

well i do...i really do...

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/30/2005 01:24:00 AM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

why?!!! FUCK YA ALL!!!! suddenly the world seems like it's falling on me....evrybody's turning away...and now i left alone...

she choose her friend over me..her friends are more important...
great...what am i suppose to do? break up with more? she too precious to lose...continue? what's the point she want's her frens are far more important den me...so why?

i love you..i really do...
i really lost now..tell me what must i do?

i gave everything i can...

i'll still continue loving you..sigh...

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/29/2005 12:29:00 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

argh...

wished all tis have never happened...

she came back called and and the next thing she broke my heart...

why?

what has got into you??

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/19/2005 06:39:00 PM

haha...she's coming back today..so darn happy hmmm well had a long day of riding did lotsa grinding and bullshiting haha... well finally all of us got together and rode it was hell of a day...but still sumthing was still missing...her.sigh juz hope that she's fine and stuff lidat and hopefully she dun fall in love wif some other guy in church...sheesh...she'll not...i'm sure...hmmm sorta injured my leg knee cap... the pin on my pedal practically puntured my skin and now there's a hole there lol..is iy pain or what..anyways look at the time..woo..gotta go...

sigh..i still miss you.... love ya

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/19/2005 02:46:00 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

it's been 18 hrs..Since you've left..But I'm missing you lyk crazy already...Really dunch noe wad to do...Sigh the only way for me to get near you is in my dreams and the only way to see you is my fone..Oh how I dread for your return.. I thought abt wad you said I tried but loving someone dun mean that you can put that person you love one side and do your stuff wif your frens and stuff lidat...Wad I realized was...No matter what I did you came into my mind first..Whether should I do tis or not? Would it disappoint you or would it hurt you..But I guess you never really thought of that eh? nvm.. But all I know is that I'm really crazily and madly and deeply in love wif you..I miss you so much.

sigh...Please come back to me soon...I'll be waiting =)

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/18/2005 01:51:00 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005

sigh...she's at camp...i'm at home..waiting for her return...guess she really won't understand the true feeling of loving someone and missing someone that badly...she said something dat really hurt me..so that's it i guess so that's how much she cared...anyways...i'll still love her...trust..trust is everything...i trusted but maybe i juz didn't trust eunff i guess...or maybe i'm juz possesive...big SIGH i'll be waiting for your return the doggies would be waiting too and that donkey wif wings you bought for me on my fone would also miss you..we all miss you...but from what you said...i guess you'll nt...='( sheesh...hope lamp_chop would accompany you thru the next few days...haha...lamp_chop...when you come back we're gonna go shopping for lamp_chop's new fren we're gonna get candies and lotsa stuff...haha...

gotta go anyways...good bye...LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/17/2005 03:00:00 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

hmm heh well guessed itg finally payed off!!! weee

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/07/2005 04:06:00 PM

i tried explaining...but you didn't listen guess it juz ain't convincing enuff...i tried talking it thru but i guess it juz fell rite thru deaf ears..i tried everything so that i could be back into your arms again..well it obviously aint working...i've learnt from my past mistakes and i won't do it again...please i promise you...now comes the test of your trust...if you really trusted me you would have accepted me back wif open arms..but now you're not doing that...sheesh i guess that was my own doing. i'm really sorry now all i ever wanted was a chance to be back wif you..but since you needed time alone den well there you have it as i said what you want i'll give it to you...i'll work hard to find my way back into your arms once again...

you are my everything...what can i possibly do without you?
you were the one who turn the grey skies blue...
you were the one who changed me! you picked me up from the darkness and showed me the way in light but now you're letting go of me , letting my slip back into darkness.
you are my whole world.
I dont want my things back..all i want is you...

Please? One more try?

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
6/07/2005 02:10:00 AM